The passing Time

I have noticed I haven't posted in a while. It seems it was about a year that I prayed often and hard for a job. I guess I prayed too hard or too often because I ended up with two jobs. No details of course, but I am extremely busy and spend much of my free time just plain tired. Until I get to that point in at least one of these jobs that I can comfortably do the work without having to spend so much time learning and playing catch up, I guess that is how it will be.

The real reason for this post is that today I said good-bye to someone truly special to me. She needed to have the freedom to heal from what couldn't be between her and I. I do not know why God chose that she and I should not be together (there really is a reason I phrase it that way). I know my choices were part of the matter, but there was still more.

I never wanted to lose contact with her and I truly hope someday that she and I can talk again. For now. I am saddened. I have wanted to cry so many times today. She was, and always will be a treasure in my life.